Should I or shouldn't I?

[Catherine]

I have a chance to get a baby captive breed Brazilian Rainbow Boa. They are not easy to get. Who knows when I will see another. The last time I saw one was years ago. I wouldn't have been ready then. I didn't have the experience.  I wanted that one, but I didn't think I could do it . It will be bigger and stronger than anything I have ever had. I would be raising it from a baby so it would be used to me by the time it is bigger.
The question really is whether I am strong enough to handle him as an adult. I don't know.

I wasn't sure I could handle Barrie, but that is going well.

Just so you know what I am talking about.

This is what it will look like.

When you look at the snake all the other arguments don't matter do they.
He would live twenty years so this is a big decision. Yes or no?
Maybe yes. I would need another tank, one that would suit his needs. That is doable. He needs high humidity and I can do that.
There is a whole litter to choose from, but I have avoided handling them(well maybe a little) so I don't fall in love. I haven't actually bonded with one....yet.